Baby im listening to this one song and it really remind me of my days back then when that whole shit things happened to me. I dont know why but yeahh i love this song. Dont want to mention the name of the song here but im sure some of you know what song im talking about.
Back then .... sigh

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry.

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry

sigh. thats what i felt inside really :( i was soo sad that time.

But now im happily saying that im truly happy with my decision to get back together with you and start it all over again :) I smiled to many people for more than a billion times. But when I first saw you, my heart took over and smiled for the first time. Your presence in my life brings wonderful smiles and loving thoughts within my heart :)

Okayy im being all emo again. sigh. They just popped out in my thought, i missed Shaz si kecil(Hows your dance thingy babe?), Eira darling(where are you ra? if u happen to read this drop something at my tagboard yea?i love you :) ), well alot tho but yeah i miss youu peopleeeeee. whoever knows me. nyehh. hehe.

i love you Faisal