Sunday, September 13, 2009

To goose: whoever you are, you really made me think that people nowdays nada life kan kacau hidup orang saja, if you have something to say, say it to my face. Well i don't give a damn pulang. Just that, do i know you? Answer me why you hate to see me and Faisal got back together and once again i want you to know that My LOVE life is NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS! and why you hate me soo much, huh? Pouty lips? Wasn't that your recent name?

Personally, i dont think that you should ever hate someone. You may have an EXTREME dislike for someone, but you should NEVER hate them. Some people who read this might say, bullshit i effing hate _____ and i know how you feel... cause i've probably used the word hate over a million times in my life already and Faisal for sure who listens me rant about my life, and i've said the same thing as you. But the truth is, i never REALLY hated that person, i just said i did, because at the time i wanted to rip that persons head off, but now that i really think about it, i could never really hate anyone. Hating is just as strong as the word love, but instead of bringing people together, it tears them apart. i look at it like this, hate is just a feeling, its nothing more, its not like things get better when you hate someone, or someone hates you, it's not like it brings people together, or makes you or anyone else happy. I guess, all im trying to say, is that before i realized all of that, i never really understood how much of a difference i'd make in my life (and other peoples) if instead of hating someone, or saying i hated someone, that by simply smiling at a person, or doing something nice for them, that i could really make a difference in their life. think about how much happier you'd be, and what it would not only do for you... but for other people. By simply saying you hate someone, or calling them a mean name, or treating them badly... im sorry to say this, and i only am saying it from personal events in my life, but you may be the cause of a suicide. Please, if you are reading this, dont lose a best friend, or be the cause of someones death.

Okay did i just typed that long essay? hahaha. Anywaysss, hows you guys punya fasting so far? Mine's okay :) Hari Raya is just around the corner and i haven't take my bajus yet. Blogger, i need to go now, i is so tired and need to think of what to eat later cause my mom's not around soo yeahh im the mommy now :p

I love you Wan Faisal and you know it!
Till then :D xx

Saturday, September 5, 2009







Haaaaluuuuuu earthlings!

Hows your fasting so far? :D Mine okay okay jee. hehe. And again sorry for no update. Im just not into blogging anymore. WHY? Because i have like alots of assignments to do, like friggin loads. But still have time to shop for Hari Raya. HAHAHA. Yes, called me shopaholic :p I just bought make-up lastnight. I bought 1 dress. Okay what dress has to do with Hari Raya? LOL. The dress soo lawa so beli saja tia. hahaha.

Oh yea I had my sungkai out with them babes last few days, with them Yean, Mallj, Fayen, Sastika and Nis :) It was awesome! Nanti lagi ah? yes? I was supposed to go sungkai out with Jengs but something came up sooo date got cancelled. Hmph. But theres always next time, right? :) Okay pictures shows everything right? and the last picture is my dad. Get well soon dad! He had an operation yesterday. I had my sungkai at Faisal place for 2 days straight! hehehe. But didnt get to take a picture. Random.

sooo i think i need to go now, cause my friggin assignments is waiting for me to do them :p LOL.
Till then, See youuu in my next post! Hari Raya is just around the corner. Im sooooo looking foward to it! hehehe.

I love you Wan Faisal :D
xx

Saturday, August 22, 2009

i miss this boy
To all Muslimin and Muslimah, HAPPY FASTING! Marhaban ya Ramadhan :)
Lots of love,
Eyan and Faisal


Sunday, August 9, 2009

Haluuuuuuu! Sorrrry for no update








Well i won't blog much about what's really happening in my life, hehe. I'll just upload pictures, okay? :) Fair enough.

I was thinking of cutting my hair short? hmmmmm

Monday, July 27, 2009




sometimes the only part of my life that makes sense
is the part i share with you :) i love you Wan Faisal!

to whoever who trynaa say bad things about me,

i seriously don't like drama, so save the drama for you momma.
the shit you hear about me might be true
then again...it could be as
fake
as the bitch who told you :
)

Thursday, July 16, 2009

busy day




Will upload more soon. I just don't feels like blogging, so yeah :D

I'm gaining weight. Hmph :(
Okay, that's random. lol.

Till then earthlings. xx

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Monday, July 6, 2009


zynga shootout. FINAL ROUND! winner will get the chance to go somewhere in vegas and play for the real poker series. i went far but not good enough to survive through the final rounds =D too bad... haha cause i would be the first bruneian poker player to make it if i manage to get through. haha.

random photo's of US









Sunday, June 28, 2009

Happy 2years and 3months baby :D
We will rock this world yeah! lol.

i love you baby.

Lots of love, Eyan Jas :p

Monday, June 22, 2009

BRUNEIAN SKATERS. Anyone? I'm searching for one from Brunei, and will be sponsored by board and stuff skate shop in Singapore. Be at the Lagun, KB tomorrow at 3. Next tour will be at Indonesia. Do contact us, for more info. www.skateboarding.sg


Do leave something at our tagboard, alright? if you really are interested.
SHOW US WHAT YOU GOT! :D


cheers.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Get well soon baby!


I love you Wan Faisal. Get well soonnnn! Cause i miss youuu tooo much, i want to see you everyday :p hehe

Sunday, June 14, 2009

enjoyyyyy! hehe













hahahahaha



I just let the pictures do the talking. Cause i really dunno what to talk about. lols. Some of the photos i grabbed from someone's fb. hehe. sorry yea? hehe. I really had fun with them.

Yay, holiday! :D
Okay i gotta go now.

I miss you love. xx