Baby you got me like all hypnotized. I can't take a day without you here. I miss you loads. Its you i'm talking about Faisal :)When you look me in the eyes.

Baby heres the picture you want me to upload.

Enjoy :)

I love you baby.

Yeahh that song playing in our blog dedicated to you my man.

That's when i love you.

forever yours

Haiii readers! :) My days has been great this last few days. Faisal has been there like 24/7 to company me till late night. Yesterday was our monthsary, 1year and 8months. It has been always great with faisal. We celebrate our monthsary pretty cool cos we went to this Regina Ballerina first concert where Iman and Dhoe dancing. Some kind of hiphop ballet. They did great lastnight. Hahaha. The funny part was Faisal fell asleep while me watching cutie kids doing ballet. They were soooo cutee. I feel like dancing with them :) Dream on yann. haha. After concert we filled our empty tummies at JP foodcourt. Ahh i fat waaa. Gheez. Iman called, "Yan where are you?" haha. Si iman th banar. So yea we met. She has this paint on her face and Faisal called her uhh Harimau. haha. He's so mean.

The times flew so fast. So we decided to go somewhere in Gaydong. Then we went to Empire instead. Cos yeahh theres no where to go. Brunei kali ah hehe. No offence. lol. We took lotsa pictures but yeahh as usual Faisal hate flashes. haha. I'll upload pictures when i feels like it yea?



Our dance. Dance with me tonight and never let me go. When you look me in the eyes. Love this song to bits! and youknow what? We decided to sing this song together. hmm. :) antam kau yan. hahaha.

I love you Faisal. Apparently, faisal here now with me but hes asleep. Nyeh. Lovee youu handsome.

Happy 1year and 8months baby!

i love you baby

Forever and alwyas

Tagged by Dhilah :)

1. Post Your Current Desktop Screenshot. (Press the "Prt Sc - SysRq" button - the one beside the "F12" button)
2. Tag Three People (NO TAG PEOPLE WHO ALREADY DID THIS TAG)

I tag no one. lol.

Cause we cool like that!

Baby im listening to this one song and it really remind me of my days back then when that whole shit things happened to me. I dont know why but yeahh i love this song. Dont want to mention the name of the song here but im sure some of you know what song im talking about.
Back then .... sigh

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry.

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry

sigh. thats what i felt inside really :( i was soo sad that time.

But now im happily saying that im truly happy with my decision to get back together with you and start it all over again :) I smiled to many people for more than a billion times. But when I first saw you, my heart took over and smiled for the first time. Your presence in my life brings wonderful smiles and loving thoughts within my heart :)

Okayy im being all emo again. sigh. They just popped out in my thought, i missed Shaz si kecil(Hows your dance thingy babe?), Eira darling(where are you ra? if u happen to read this drop something at my tagboard yea?i love you :) ), well alot tho but yeah i miss youu peopleeeeee. whoever knows me. nyehh. hehe.

i love you Faisal

how in the world would you understand the words, "Stay away from us!" Gilaa wahh it got into my nerve now that i couldnt just shut up my mouth without saying anyting to youu so that you could at least understand my situation im in now. Im with Faisal now and we've been together for uhh 1year plus and this coming Saturday will be our monthsary. Didnt you feel any guilty for what u did yesterday? You msgd him. What the hell? its like Faisal care about what you do?

well well, look who decided to drop by again. you really think that you're gonna sweep him off his feet again? not this time babe. come on laaaaa. didnt you ever think that u make yourself look so low going after a guy who does not even want to look at you! let alone be with you! kecian kita ani eh. tu nah banyak ikan di kampung ayer ah. agatah kita memancing. with an attitude and personality like you. you suit with those kind of fishes. so stop trying to steal my fish. im not saying this cos im afraid but just trying to help you. to save you from all the embarassment.

afterall, what do i have to be afraid of? the boy is mine. yet even after all that jazz we had to go thru, he chose me and not you. doesnt that say anything? inda kita malu kah? kalau aku tu, betapuk ku kali dibawah meja. inda ku kluar kluar. disana tah saja ku tu bui. anywaaaays, why dont you be a nice girl and go mind your own business and maybe find someone your age? your size? your class? cos babe no matter how many times you try, it aint gonna work. so like i said, save the embarassment and leave. take it and go :)

Im soo nice that i didnt go to youu bahh. sigh. why am i too nice? hmm.
so yeah take it and go! haha. russel peters saja eh :) hes funny so whatt?

Anyway morning people! :)

Tagged by Iman.

RULES
#1 Do the “Letter MEME”.
#2 Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.
#3 Copy the “How-to” Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog):
I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realised it when/on __2__3__ and I saw __4__5__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__.. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__.

Love, (your name).

P/S: You’re so lifeless, __13__ (the name of person who tagged you).

1. What’s the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What’s the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What’s the colour of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Over joyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I’ve felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David’s tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always thought of
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig
Foosball – Silly duck
Shopping – french kisser
Indulging for food – Cranky banana
Movies – Smelly Armpits
Snacks – Horny Wolf
Snooker – Tiny nipples
Bowling – Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities – Vain pot
Having a long talk – Nose picker
Taking pictures – Dumb bitch
Other – Burn yourself

Dear Qeelz:
I don’t really know how to tell you this, but your nostrils are insulting. I think I realised it when/on last year at the mental hospital and I saw sit on my penpal in Ghana. I’m sure you’re emotional enough to understand that I get turned on by garbage men. I’m returning your contact book to you, but I’ll keep your neighbour Martin as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about our friendship. Greetings to your frog Leonard.

Love, Eyan.

P/S: You're so lifeless, french kisser iman.(the name of person who tagged you).



haha my god this is just a weird tag like "whattt?" hahaha. Sorry Qeelz :) and please don't take it seriously. and iman yeahh thanks for calling me uhh nose-picker? what? haha. kidding.



People i tag:
Faisal :)
Ana si ujang
Wanna
Qeelz
and uhh whoever, who cme across this weird tag =p




How was my day? Hmm..my day was awesome having Gyrah at my place. We were bored so we decided to make uhh what did you call this cornyflakes with milo haha you name it. She stayed here till 530 i think :) and we just bumming around and watching youtube and shitting about people. Damn it. Baiee wahh. and yeahh i love my hair and my hair looks weird? duhhh. hahaha. Okay i know u dont get this but yeahh Gyrahhh galii kuu yooooo. hahaha.



Baby i miss you so much. Im waiting for youu to go online :( I love youu.



Okayy i gotta go now. and yeahh what a bummer!
Goodnight people.

No smoking. Thank youu :)

Pictures above are the result when we were bored and got nothing to do :) hahaha. Well there are more but the internet is being such an ass to me so yeaa. Damn youu!

Baby, you look soo cute in those photos, i mean the one you dedicated to me. Sleepy face but still sexy =p Goodluck with your exam tomorrow baby. Bye handsome! I love youuu veryy much! and goodnight readers. Toodles.

igs students had their trip AiTi yesterday.. so.. ive promised some friend to upload it, so here you go.. sudimaaa.. HAHAHAHA..

TAGGED BY ANNA and entah, lupa lerr..

apparently i took my photo right after i woke up around 6 haha.

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair, just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instruction with your picture.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

i tagged no one and i dedicate this to eyan jas! =D

what a day? im beat mannn! Baby and his team IGS played at the Football Funday at JIS. It was fun but soo hot man. I couldnt stand the heat and now my skin getting darker. hahaha and I sweat like hell. Went there with them IGSian, iman, dhoe and hakim. ahh what else ahh? bumped into some friends Ika my darling, amal, Iqah and Anna her sister who just got back from uhh Washington i think, and got to meet my long lost friend Faid, uhh this guy who i cant recall his name, uhh Dean my MD partner, and met some new friends too. I had fun but hot. nyeh. and for the first time i got to see faisal playing football. haha weird right? Been with him for uhh 1year plus but hahaha tell me about it. Faisal whom i know for his good skill with pool and snooker so yeahh. He's not into footie but yea he's good i would say. Good work baby and keep it that way eventho you just scored 1goal tadi hehehe. But yeahh fuck it, i dont really care much tho. Aww.. baby you look hot <3
Dhoe and Iman Them IGSian

There you gooo. Me and babyyyyyyyyyyyy :)

i lovee youu to bitsKick the ballll. Woooo goalll. haha. Apakann =p i had fun today baby. Thanks for today love.

and sorry about tadi yeahh baby?

i love youuu :)

Heyaaa people! My turn to blog now.

How was my day? Umm, alright. Well yea today Gyrah, Faisal and me went to UBD to attend this talk thingy about blogging and stuff. Yeaa "Blog it up". The forum was cool. Not that bad, just that i fell asleep. hahaha. Bahh i just let the pictures do the talking then cos im so malas to type =p Gyrahh and me at the chancellor (sp?) hall
Faisal who keeps me awake. haha. Love youu boy =)

And this photo was taken during the DST carnival. FUN! Love it!

This one taken uhh somewhere <3

Im currently doing nothing, just chatting to Iman about tmorow thingy. Where are youu baby? Im waiting for you to go online =/

I love you and GOODNIGHT readers :)

heyaa guys!! so i think its my turn to post something up. i know u guys out there miss me, HAHAHAHA =P well, to this particular someone, stop being dua kepala will you? haha. its not that we want u to be our friend or what but yea if u are, just stay away from us okay.. hmm, nothing much happened today, we had lunch somewhere in kiarong, eyan had nasi campur and i had teh tarik(its a must). haha. igs is having a garage sale in the lobby hall,kiulap. so, i think im going there together with eyan.

annnnd, i think most of you guys have heard of rusell peters before right? well how about jeff dunham? he's a ventriliquist and he's damn good that he can imitate it without even moving his mouth.


well the first is my favourite, I KILL YOU! haha..

i just wanna give a shout out to my lovely girlfriend, eyan.

thank you so much for being patient with me, for caring me, for being with me and loving me for who i am, and every touch and joy you poured is all perfect to me. i cant ask for more, being with you, side by side is more than enough, i love you. =D

Tagged by Si Anna, Iman and A'30 Okayy i look drunk in this picture. Haha. Just got back from jalan :) Gahhh sleepy much!

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair, just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instruction with your picture.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

I tag? uhh ... no one. hahaha.
Goodnight people :)

Morning people :)

Sadah darling you are sooo right about that youknow? I miss talking to you like we used to before. Damn right? Yay i got to talk to you just now. and i felt much much more relief now. sigh.

I just don't like people with two faces, really! More like dickface *russel peters* nyeh.
and more like backstab me behind my back. Fuck that! So yeaa no offence alright? I just feel like talking and shitting about this. I soo dont want to be the old me who was kinda suck back then youknow i trust people easily. and thats bullshit! Faisal he is like the bestest friend of mine and bestest boyfriend too. Yea hes sucks sometimes but scratch that, im in love with him and thats what matter now. Aww..youu sweetie pie :) *big fat hugs*

Be nice to me, so i'll be twice nice to you =) i mean it!
Some one who act nice to your face, but as soon as your back is turned they will turn nasty.
It seriously got into my nerves. Damn it! Sadahh i lovee youu! Thanks for hearing my not so called problems. lol. and yeah come with me to Football funday at JIS, please? HAHAHA. I know she will be like "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!" hahaha. Oh yea faisal and me went to JIS yesterday. There were ths whole bunch of girls waving at us. And i was like whoos that by? You know them? and Faisal ansd " NOO!" So yeah they were cool anyway :) Enough with that!

soo yeaa leave you with my quote
" A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words "

I lovee you Faisal :)

I kinda love this picture, wanna know why? Cause Faisal didnt know that Anna was trying to take pictures of him and me. Oh well i did pose. haha. I luhhhh that!! :)
Sorry Arif i stole ze picture :) hehe

Back! Lols. I went out with my friends just now. Had a pretty good day today after all that burden that just lift off from my back. hahaha. Ive finished my assignments! Yay!! Love it! So went to Qlap Mall to watch movie with them friends but before that had to fill our tummies with jolibee's foods. Nyeh. Had my all time fav, crispy chicken strips :) Yummmm!
We watched Madagascar anyway. Suchhaa cool and funny movie. Must watch! =D

While i went out with my friends, baby played futsal at IGS, well just did some practice. Now he's sleeping while me here blogging. lols. I love you Faisal :)

and here i want to leave you guys with some words that i dont know why i feel like typing that,

"your so-called friends who turn around and screw you over"

Hmm, you tell me about it!

Trust No one!! life's full of backstabers

Goodnight people!

People i'm backkkk!! :) How are my readers doing? Feeling good? Bad? lol.

I was on hiatus for awhile. I was busy with my assignments. Sleepless night. Gilaa i haven't started doing my Applied Computing. I fucking have no idea on how to start. But yeah prolly today i'll start. Faisal got assignment too. Ciann my baby *hugs* Oh yea last Wednesday Faisal came to my house helping me out with my assignments. Thanks love. Shitt you're good at it. hahaha. Few minutes later Iman's msgd me and asked me to sleepover at hers. and yeah those pictures below shows how much fun i had at hers. hahaha. Midnight movies, Laughing like crazy at the most randomest thing, yummy kek batik(Gilaa im soo addicted to your kek batik man!, hahaha), make over session haha i love your foundation its look good on youu :), camwhoring baybehh, picking up people hahaha and much moree. hahaha. So Iman and her dance group had photoshoot yesterday at Amphitheatre Jerudong. But i didnt get to see them did the photoshoot cos i had to go earlier with Faisal. I hope you guys had fun. Nora and me :)
Si Iman and Byls and her makeup

Iman and Fee. Went skyped with Qilah :)
Byls, Dhoe and again Iman.
Rid and Dhoe.

Lastly, Me and Iman <3>

My night with baby :) Went out with baby watched movie at Empire. WOoo scaryy.

I love your warm hug baby <3>at Kaka's restaurant :)
I love youu baby. Thanks for everything love.

Im sorry about lastnight =/

You soo hot baby and you know that. hehe

xx