Morning people! Rise and shine :)

I wanna thanks to the taggers for the advices. I really need that. My life now i think kinda miserable. I always got cheated by the one whom i loved so much. I hate my life, and i think its not fair that i never have a thought of having affairs when i was still in a relationships. I'm the one who stick to one. Well yea before i did pulang but thats because of youknow lah dulu atu damit masih. hahaha. Apanya org "cinta monyet" :)

But to be honest when me and Faisal still together, i really thought he was the one for me. He was my everything. I never cheated on him. I was so loyal even till now. and i admit that i can't live without him. My family love him so much. They put all their trust on him. Now when my mom knw that we're not together anymore, she just diam and all she said was "Eyan, jgntah pikir pasal ia lagi. Ani kau concentrate arah study mu saja" Well yea i know most of parents wants their children to be successful in the future. My dad said "Biar tia yan, nanti one day sadar ia tu siapa yg baik and siapa yg jahat, masa ni belajar saja dulu" Oh yea with proud i answered my dad "Awu bah, eyan mau ia suffer for the rest of his life, and yan inda maafkan ia selamanya". Sorry to say that but you deserves that.

Night after having a long talk with my dad. I realized that he still in my mind so decided to msg him and tell him to come over at my place to talk over things as in we end our beautiful relationship in a good way. Guess what? He didn't cme lastnight. What the hell man? Such a coward! Couldn't stand seeing me crying? Then why'd you buat me cry in the first place? Cubatah pikir kan ah, even after that incident at the Mall happened i still have the heart to msg him. He never appriciate every little things that ive done for him. NEVER! If he has the heart, he would go to my house and gave Eyan and Faisal time. But no, nada wahh. Gilaa man give up banar ku sudah ni.

If you happen to read this dear, you still owe me. Yes, you! The one who broke my heart to pieces. If you are really single then stay that way.