So okay our 1year and 7 months celeb was awesome. Thanks love for everything. Went to the Mall. Fullfilled our tummy at Jaya food court. Yummy. Faisal ate alot, when i mean alot its likee "By basar jua parut u atu!?" Hahaha. Faisal just smile and continued eating his fav meal. Ohh soo lovely. and annoying too. hahahha. Yeah you make me happy. The Mall was like totally boring so we went to IGS apartment. Just chilling there and watching dvd. Funny one. But we didnt stayed long cos uhh something. Only them IGSan knw. hahaha. "By did you hear anything?" Bowhh.

In his arm i wanna stay :)

Okay i look like crap here <3and this was lastnight. Before we went to my cousin bday party.

Yeahh youre right Ann. hahaThe foodstall where we can ordered our foods. Not that bad lah the taste.

Totally fun. Went home and flat in my bed. Sleepy yoo. hahaha

Faisal, i love you. Get well soon baby :)

Thanks people.

07; who have always been there when i need her. She's my new friend now :) You be strong too, alright? and yeah will hang out soon. Like really soon. lols.

We jumpa lastnight :D ; haluuu! Yeah i wont reveal u lah. Dont worry. Yea i will track them addresses, oh wait Faisal and me will. Gilaa kana spam wah. I was shocked youknow. Like previous post atu for the girl yg my sister banci. But ahhh lain pulng yang terasa. Gilaa eh. Whoever you are. Inda malu kah? Tsk tsk.

Duane; Do i know you by any chance? Seemed that you know everything about me. Nyeh. Nway thank youu very very much :) Really appriciate it.

08; Hahaha. Thanks ah. Oh yeaa why you no online ah? Will talk to you in msn. hehe :)

Thanks very much people <3

Nway today marked our relationship, 1year and 7months. Forever and still going. Alhamdulillah. We've been together for that long ofcos theres flaws here and there. But because we're strong nothing can bring us apart. I love him. No no im not desperate. Crazy nor phsyco. im not those. Im just the girl who inlove with a guy named Faisal. I just dont get it youknow why you people are so judgemental. If you hate to see us happy, just go away. Aku inda kacau hidup kamu wahh. Urgh! Bah enough with that.

Happy 1year 7months baby!

I love you.

People. Eyans here. The phsyco girl. hahaha. Gilaa.. kan ketawa ku dulu eh. *hahahahaha*

Eh kau kah aku yg phsyco ani? lols. Oh yea the prev post ahh i was not the one yg post. My sister okay. She was pissed off by this girl. Cause she got no life. So yea. and about i love you Faisal, cause she loves Si Faisal. Her retard bro.

Guest, yg kau terasa atu kenpa? Hahaha. I was like, eh what happened to my cbox? Nway thanks Alya, Pes, Faris, Duane, 07, Qyls and Nununurul :) Really appriciate it.

Oh yea Faisal and me gonna find whoever yang perasan ah. IP address, yeahh here i come.

I laughed myself hella outta me when i read all the shit on my cbox. Please stop lahh people. Aku inda jua kacau your life. Tsk tsk.

Okay i'll set my blog to private soon. Cause you guys sicken me with all those stupid words. Ketawa ku yoo membaca =D Stalker banar.

i love you Faisal :)

they just love to talk about us. well, wer okay, we'r not gonna be sad and down reading that. bukannya banar.. soo, we'il just gonna laugh lah at those kids.. putang inashit!!!!!!! and YES! im surely, happily gonna find who's the retarded guest, pishpingers, hafiz is.. i saw a video on youtube on how to... eh adalah tu, i know what to do. just clearing out things, im with EYAN still. she's not a psyco, instead i WAS. and fyi, im no longer using my old number. im having a new number, so yea.. to all those lifeless slut's and loser's, THANK YOU. you just made our life perfect. see you guys soon, ip address are usefull rupanya.. i love you eyan. =) and we are strong, we have prove and everyone knows it.

Girl, you know what? YOU SUCKS big time!

Like you, uknow really like to ruin my life. Why? Why me? Gila ehh, i was like ehh kesian jua this girl. Nada life at all. Busybody pasal hidup org. Just go fix your life lah better than you sibuk hal org. I dont know why you seriously ddnt like to see Faisal and me happy.

i love Faisal. Sasak kau? :)

Hello beautiful ones!

Today will be different! I, Sadah will be blogging today. Eyan came to me and asked me to post ANYTHING! whatever comes to my mind :) excuse me I'm currently multi tasking between blogging and Texas hold em' and i don't know why I'm telling you this, unnecessary no?

I've known eyan for quite a short time, I'll say. setaun inda jua lama tu kan? and she's been great wait no awesome. ia mau dangani liat wyg foolsgold when she knew i was the only girl, getting ready together for school events and shits, gossiping on my bed for hours heh and now she's far far away, i have to walk 2 blocks! ok fine its not far but it's still tiring :p i love this girl to pieces, sounds a bit cliche but no lies. so please don't mess with her or i surely will break your precious neck:)) c'mon what is there not to like? she's super friendly, loyal, understanding, sweet and a very helpful friend. inda ja? ja. other than that, mom just came back from India and bawa tons and tons of shoes and beautiful sari's! i mean tons! and i love the sari's, it's soooo prettyy and buleh jadikan baju kurong and she's selling it here. it's beautiful, really. eyan is having her accounting test tomorrow and I'm going to help her out, meaning i have to walk 2 blocks! no fun but its ok, i haven't seen eyan in ages. haha roight :p i hate sundays, i hate pms and i hate kuih mor. heh and I'm out!

I love lastnight. I love everything about lastnight. All the performances. Well done guys :) Youknow who you are *big hugs*

He's always in my heart. Don't spoiled it boy, please?

them IGS-ian. Love them

Again them <3me , Qilah and Nunu :) Anna, me, Qilah and Nunu <3 with Si gorgeous Ana :)Again thats my boy doing his thanggDance like theres no tomorow.So okay overall lastnight was totally fun and awesome night too. Thanks Citra and the others. lols. hehe.

Can't wait to see you guys again, anytime soon.

Oh yeah got to meet Azzah lastnight. Si cute ahh. hehe.

xx

baby.. where do i start? i wish i could tell you how much i still love you with all my heart. Your heart is like thousands of miles away from me since it happened and i would walk there this very instant to just see your perfect smile. Its been a long time since we've talked and i miss you. i miss the laughters and everything we had. I want you back in my life 'cause it's great having the perfect gf like you.

I know i acted so stupid and dumb. if i could turn back time i would make things right. i heard some stuff and i let that get to my head. i wasn't mature enough back then to go up to you and talk things out with you. instead i acted so paloi by letting all that shits happen. i'm sorry for hurting you.

Well, i don't know if you care now or if you've lost feelings for me... i don't know how you feel. My feelings for you are still the same and memories don't erase, they stay with me.

Now i realize that it's true.. you really don't ever know what you've got till you lose it. i lost you once and if there was any way i could talk to you again like we used to i would, but you seem to have forgotten about me and you'll probably dont care about what i wrote now, but this how i feel and i miss you.

i've always cared... soory for being stupid.

Beautiful readers,

Yes, the last few days me and Faisal had a big fight. A BIG FIGHT! We broke up. I was the one who want this relationship to be over. Faisal fault. He's the one who bringing the problem to our relationship. I was sad and depressed at the same time i lost my trust on him. It really hurts. Why the reason im telling you guys this whole thing cause i want to make things clear. I dont want people to misunderstood about us.

Finally, Faisal has realised that he's actually wrong and he's regret for the things that he done to me which i cudnt believe myself that Faisal did this to me. Without second thought :( It really set me down. Afterall this time im being honest and loyal to him. and ths what he gave me? I dont deserve this! Totally bullshit.

But god has opened my heart to forget about this whole crazy shit. Well yeah we gt back together now. But still theres something annoyed me. But neahh, just forget bout it. I know in relationship nothing is perfect. Everything has flaws here and there.

Faisal has been a great boyfriend for 18months now. He such an amazing boyfriend. But i dont know what has gotten to him, uknow .. i just dont want to mention it here ='( Im just being strong here. I need my strength back. I want the old me, who were full with laughter, yeahh the old me. sigh.

People who happen to read this post i hope u guys clear now.

Faisal and me are still together. Forever and ever. Nothing can change that. It just a matter of time now.Bye.

God heard my prayers. He came. We sat down and talking about stuff. We've been thru ups and down, a whole lot crazy shit but nothing can bring us apart. NOTHING! Even that girl. You know who you are. Please make your way to the exit door, thank you :)

I love Faisal. I really do. Anyone who happened to watch the video which im not going to mention it here. It was all crap and bullshit. It was not like what you saw its way something differnt, i tell you.

Im happy! Syukuralhamdulilah! Imma go online now. Talk to you later baby. I love you :)
And readers do tag at our tagboard. cos it was so annoying knowing that the hit counters now increasing to 7000plus. Like oh my god! Thought to make our blog privte? shud i? Hmm..

When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most.

Whenever I cried he would always make me feel like he would change the world if he could so it couldn't hurt me anymore. But now I’m crying and he's not here ='(

I hate to say this but, BITCH !!! You such a damn ass. "I love you WAN FAISAL!" What the hell youre thinking? Beat me girl. Dont mess with my boyfriend, will you??

or meet me face to face. Im not afraid of you! Nada life. Keesiannnn :)

Gyrah and Eyan. Pose for the camera :)

During rehersal time. But we got so bored.
At Evina's salon. God i was so hungry. So Sadah and me bought something to munch at Deli's.
Sadahhh :)

Uncle Mo's in progress in making me Superstar. hahaha. Yeahh youre right yan.
He's our hairstylist for that night big event. We talked about everythings. Hahaha. Shushh!
Yeahh i loveee the Jonas Brothers.


Here are the Beautiful young ladies ready to rock the stage. Except for Syuk(in pink)
hahahaha.

Khai the Model :), Midge, Syuk and Lin
Syuk, Lin, Bonda, Ka Yatie and Umi :)
You guys look awesomely beautiful lastnight!

And lastly, Faisal and me. WOOO! Looking hot and gorgeous in Black and Red :)
i love youu boyyy!






Totally a great night! I lovee all the performances. Especially, that group who won the best performance lastnight! Serunding serunding. HAHA. okay i know u dont get what i meant =D
Okayy im off.
Toodles.
I love youu Faisal
xoxo

the rad version?? hmm.. raya celebration is gonna be around 7 later. i cant wait, i love performances haha.. and like i would sit with baby, and sometimes ucap the people hahaha. gila eh.. and yes, we are gonna do that again later.. haha. im wearing black, bought it somewhere for $40 box? gilaa.. last minute bah thats why.. i just woke up, hmmm.. gonna go for rehearsal later, drums ofcourse. and i think i wanna get a trim for my hair, its sooooooo thick. what elseee.. OH YEA!!!!!!!!!! MUFC WON lastnight! 4-nil, yeaa baybeehh haha.. bye see ya guyss. peace out.. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


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eypeslove. starring wan faisal and eyan. love it, ur cool. hate it, fuck you..this was taken long long ago. haha nada wah, this was taken before eyan belayar. to kill the time, we just took some shots. i spent most of the day searching for a baju, a specific baju haha.. for tommorow.. il see you in my next post, il be editing more photos again. =) i love you =D

i just got back from the rehersal thingy at school. Tireddd ey. I lost my voice. hahaha. Neahh joking. We got full rehersal again tmorrow. Sure its going to be fun. Cannot wait for the real night :) I know everyone in BS cannot wait.

The juniors performance, i would say WOWW! They really making the show happening. All the dance. Really coooollll. Step up, Sway wwuuu sexyyyyyyyy. haha. Apakan.

Ohh yea while waiting for our performance we got to do some photoshoot. hahahaha. Quite alot pulang the pictures. Cos we're damn bored that time.

I love Faisal :)

xo

Okay got to play with the webcam. Gilaa yooo boring ku. hahhaha :)
Baby just got back home. He spent his lovely Firday at my place. We had a lot of fun, watched DVDs and sooo on. hahahaha. Thanks sayang for coming over and stayed here for a while. Baby has to be back home before 5 cos he got open houses to attend to :)


So here i am blogging. Tomorow i got rehersal at school. People going to have their holiday but me and some of my friend are going to have to wake up early. 8am mann! Gilaa ehh, kan tidor jua ku tuu. But its okay lahh. Oh yea for your info, i got this rehersal thingy for Our school Raya Celebration. Aku nyanyi yooo. Hahahaha. Bahh yan shut up! hahhaha.


I already have in mind what to wear for this Sunday. Wouldnt you wanna knoww? hahaha. You will know it on Sunday. Soo there, our Hari Raya Celebration will be held on Sunday at Huaho Manggis ballroom. Its going to be fun i bet. Cannot wait :)


So i think i'll be getting ready at Sadah's as usual. She knows what good and best for me. hahaha. Right Sadah? :) I love getting ready. Well, who doesnt, right?

One thing that i wanna do now is uhh, Shisha. Hahaha.

Umm, i need to diet. I ate a lot nowdays. But people says that im not fat but to me ughh Fat ahhh. Faisal said that he likes my body just the way it is. No need to diet apa. sigh. and what he said lagi? "Sexy sudahh tuu your body uh!" hahaha. And like qoute si Shaz "Lemak itu sexy" hahaha. Calii kamuu anii ehh.

Bahh i go now. I need to shower and do my homeworks. Urgh!!!! and yeaa practice my vocal. hahaha. What the hell? :)

I love you Faisal. U better post something later. and do take care of my pendrive. hahaha

xoxo

Sometimes i want to shout to the whole world how lucky i am to have you as my loveee but sometimes i want to hush...afraid that somebody might take you away from me :)

i love youuu Wan Faisal.

Hugs and kisses.

Okay i kinda ruin the whole blog just because of my previous post. Nyehh :)

But neahh nevermind me. I was just babbling nway. Cause i got reason for it. I dont know if faisal has read my last post. Have you baby? :) You know what? everytime i told him that our blog look dead and you should post something, he went like " I'm a businessman okay, im a busy man" Hahaha. Talur kan? What the hell? But sayang i love your sillyness to the max. hahaha.

What else uh? ohh yeaa i got like a pile of assignment waiting for me to do them, they are just infront of my eyes but wont bother to do it. hahaha. We had a visit today, to Unit Petroleum. Its something got to do with my assignment. Gilaaa ehhh. Im not readyy.

I promise by Stacie Orrico. For youuu my lovee Faisal :)

Will I always be there for you?

When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?

Will I do all my best to, to protect you?

When the tears get near your eyes

Will I be the one that's by your side?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?

Take your darkest night and make it bright for you

Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?

When this world has turned so cold

Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

Yeah

And I love you more every day

And nothing will take that love away

When you need someone

I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)

I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)

I promise (oh I promise you)

I will be there when you call me (when you call me)

I promise (I promise)

I promise I will

Currently listening to this song. Such a nice song eventho lama sudahh. hehe. I love old songs.

Goodnight people :)
Im off. Toodles

I need youu guys punya opinion.
So heres.

How would you react/do if some parents couldnt accept you as their daughter/son girlfriend or boyfriend? Seriously, i dont get it. How can a parents would do something stupid just to make sure that their anak happy but then they takes or trying to make your life miserable by dont do this, dont do that, dont be friend with that guy, with that girl. But sometimes they are right :) You knoww lah parents.

Some says;
All they ever do is nag, and makes up the gayest excuses to ruin ur life.
They constantly bombard you with stupid questions such as "What time do you call this?"; "Where have you been?; "Who was there?";

Parents dont know what its like to be us.sigh


Hehe. So yeah that are some of my friends and my opinions when i dont get what i want, when i mad at somerhing or at ....... better untold. But neahh, the fact is that your future is their future. They are trying to live your life in a way and the best thing you could do in life is make yourself and your parents proud and or satisfied. When you become older your life starts to stabalise more so theres no future to work for, thats when people take kids, so they can help them to get into the world.

I guess.. so the best thing you could do in that situation is just sit down and talk with them and come to a conclusion, its normally reasonable for both parties. Except of course if your parents are absolutely insane, and then Id get some professional attension since then you got a serious problem. Seriously, kids and parents gotto live together so you must be able to come to some reasoning together. Hahahaha. Apakan i talk like ive ever been in their shoes i mean parents. But mann banar juaaa tuu, kan? They just want us to be happy and be whatever but all for GOOD! but alhamdulillah my parents really are supporting. They support me in whatever i do, whoever im with. Thanks mummy, thanks babah. I love youu many mannyy. hehe. OKay okay i need to stop now. I want Faisal! hehe.

Goodnight people!

P/s; sorry if my post is such a lame, but it has got to me since then. Something in my mind, what ive been thinking of like all the time, hahaha. Maybe i just cannot wait to be a parents. hahaha. Bahh pesall kawin tah kami ehh hahaha. neahh joking. Study duluu tinggi2 baru kawin. Hahah. I sound like moms. lols :)

At my dads. I lovee youu Babah :) You surely knows how to cook maaa daddyy. Loveee youurr Mee goreng. Soo yummy! I want moreeee. hehehe :)

So that Wafie, Babah, Mateen and meeeee :) Seee i do exactly look like maa daddyyy.

LOOK at that REDORANGE beautiful baju kurong im wearing! That was a present from Faisal's mom for my 18th birthday. Gorgeous right? I loveeee it :)

Soo people basically my days this few days was filled with laughter. I love to laugh. hahaha. Doesnt mean that im crazy eyy :) Like some qoutes saying "A day without laughter is a day wasted" :)

My friday was fun! Went to my dads, and several open houses. I ate alot. Im fat! Geezz, no like ey. School was fun BECAUSE we went beraya-ing instead of study. I knowwww roighttt! No tutors, so why dont fill ur free time go beraya. hehe. Gilaa mann i need rest, seriously!

Soo todayy is Syukriyah 23rd Birthdayyy! and Yay! We got to suprise her at bondas house. We took like lotsaaaaa pictures but my cameraa out of battery soo i'll upload it soon, alright? :)

Whats your plan for tomorrow? Umm, my plan is i wanna go jalan with Faisal. I miss him so much. I didnt get to see him today cos he got fully packed schedule, so yeahh. I went manicure and pedicure today.

I loveee you Faisal :)

I wanna see you tomorrow baby. Can you make it? I miss youuuu banana :(

Im waiting for youu to go online. But it soritee i know youur having BBQ at Megat.
Take caree

xoxo

Hahhahaha. Okayy Helooo thereee our loyal readers! That's one of my sexy pose. Darnnn i look like WHATTT? Haha. Taken by Khai.

Okay pictures below were taken when Hari Rayaing with them IGS-ian. It was fun. Faisal was super duper hungry that night. Keciann. There were 4cars altogether. Arif's, Hakim's, Anna's and Faisal's.

Hakim's place
Look at Faisal's hair. Hahaha. Funny.

This last photo was taken at Insyirah's place. We didnt get to take loadsa pictures cos so malas to take bahh hehe.

Nothing much to say. Tmorrow Faisal, me, Wafie and Ann might go berya at my Dad's.

Oh and Sir Saiful open house.

I miss Faisal so much. He's at school now. They got meeting with the moderator(sp?). Wonder what he's doing now? sigh.

My crdt low. Damn it.

How are you people? How was your day? Im bored like hell. Got nothing to do. Just sitting down here infront of my laptop. No astro at the meantime cos balum bepasang. hahaha. Apakan random banar Si eyan ani.

Baby you got me soooo hypnotized

Youuuu my sexyyyyyyyyy banana.

I loveeee youuuuuu.

Do youu hearrr meeee?

Im thinking of, What should i wear on the 19th? I got this one bajus of mine but i dont think i want to wear that baju. lol :)

bahhh im off. Boringg kuu yoo. hahaha.

I loveee youuuu Faisalll banana.