Don't matter

Hello peeps! Today I have no school obviously cos here I am blogging. Haha. Soo yeahh got up early today at 6+ ish don’t know why but im used to it. Faisal always complained about why I get up so early haha and he sed that mayb I was some kind of alien. See, he’s so mean, right? But that’s alright (:



Ohh yeah I feel like talking about this person, you know who u are. If u happen to read this shit that I’m going to talk about, please keep that in mind. Apparently, no one is happy to be judge and yes especially, their love life. I don’t know why u love to get involve in my life. I mean our life, faisal and me. You have to respect others if u want people to respect u in return. I just wanna clear things out here. You ruined my life for the second time or mayb it’s the third time? and I hope this will be the last. Cos you know what? M tired of you. m so sick of your drama. I have my life and u have ur life too. just stop it for and make this the last? Please. I don’t care what people say about me cos this is me and this is who I am, so just live with it. Get a life lah. Do u think ure good enuf? Look urself in the mirror lah. I didn’t meant to be mean or what but, u made me act this way. m such a nice person that I didn’t go to ur face and say the shit u did to me and faisal. Cos I respect u and I don’t want people think that I have no life, im mature enuf to handle these things. I wanna thank faisal cos always be there with me to get thru ths drama that happened to us few months ago. I wanna say thanks also to my frens that always been there for me and supported me in any way. I love youuu guys to bit.





I’ve been with faisal for 15months, he’s the most amazing person who I adore every second of my life. With him everything seems beautiful. He got me butterflies in my stomach (: No one can break us apart. No one! If you interested to break us, I’ll break your nose. Haha. U know who u are. And to top it all im done and yes GET YOUR OWN LIFE AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! To those of u who wondering whos the person m talking about, figure out urself. Hehe nada lah just keep it to urself okay readers? cos this is my life and ive the right to write whatever I feel like to write here (:

i love you Faisal :) xo

459 days, together.

let the picture do the talking!!

dont cha wish your girlfriend was HOT like US!! haha

whats weird is, we both find our right fingers, withh the same scratches. =S

faisalmah and eyanah(lesbian yoo)

this is what i call "semangat jiwa raga seorang pelajar" HAHA!

seeee how bulat my sweetheart is?? HAHA.. sorry by, but yeaa its true.. =P

well, dont say it. i know its fantastic.

chucky's back!!!!! i saw him at the utama grand!!! HAHA.

the love chocolate potion drink.

its been 460 days being with you baby, its so wonderful, and unbelievable.. its a huge number but, its getting huge huge huge huge-er =D i love you, forever.

if i die, dont worry.. cause i'll be waiting you in the heavens door together with our cinema tickets, in case you frgt me. =)

NO SCHOOL TODAY!! HAHA

Yes i went home early today cos our tutor group said theres no class, so yeah. At school theres nothing new just that our seniors busy doing something for the orientation day. I cannot wait to see all the new freshies. And would like to congratulate to everyone who gets in to business school. My lovely school, NOT! hehe. Yes got to see my lovely friends cos its been quite awhile. Missed them so much. Like usual doing our things gossiping, shared our stories about what we did during holiday. So yes me the LOUDEST one among of my frens haha. So today we did nothing just stayed in class fullfilled our times laughing like crasssyyy. haha.

Soo okay lahh i just wanna upload some pictures of my retard friends yet lovely =D

Love them to bits. xo

June 29 - Our 1year and 3months

Hello readers. As you guys noticed our blog is now under construction cos this special someone who else other than faisal haha. He wanted to get new skin for our blog but then he got messed up and ended lost all the widgets including my beautiful tagboard, links, clock and other things. He col me up to tell me that our blog skins now beautiful but all the widgets were all gone. I was like “WHATTTT??” ahh but that all paid off cos as I did mention at my previous post that we went out yesterday right? Soo yeah. Went all good.

Yes we went out yesterday to celebrate our monthsary and cos its been awhile since our last met. To where else, to the coolest place in Gadong. Hahaha. Got there around 1+ ish. OHH typical bruneian when pay day all them go jalan, do some shopping but me im not going to do that, I’ll wait for about 2 to 3 days then I’ll go out and shoppingggg. Haha. Today the mall all cramped with people as usual cos there was barzaar or was it expo? So me and baby go straight to atm to draw some cash, went in then straightly to KFC cos both of us starving. And shit happens. Don’t wanna mention it here. Im sorry baby ah? After few hours yes HOURS hehe we were okay then just wandered around. Then headed off to komunis to get baby Prison Break season3 and 1dvd for my lil sis. After that got back to mall oh yeahh faisals mom was there too, she bought some kain for raya :)

We laughed, laughed and laughed. Haha we’re not crazy just that we got nothing to do so we making up stories and yes I laughed to faisals jokes and its working all the time haha. Typical faisal. Yes he never fails to make me smile. Spending time with baby is always fun and i always looking forward to it. Never get bore by him. After all yesterday was such a wonderful and awesome day. Thanks to u baby. Went home around 6+ ish. Ohh yeah we took a lot of pictures too! I’ll upload it when I feel like it,haha. What else ah , oh yeah i bought this cute purple pencil yes u guys can see it right there at my pic i held that pencil, it soo cute. Faisals find it sooo cute and he asked me to buy so i did. He's such a baby,i tell you =D hehe.

I love youu faisal. xo

Good Morning! ♥

we are going out today :)
Cant wait to see you baby.
I ♥ you

Note that;

Our blog is UNDER RENOVATION. Thanks :)

Boredom strikes

Vain much :)

i ♥ you

HAHAHAHAHAHA =)

Ohhhh my godddddddddddd! What a beautiful day. I spent like an hour with Nicole Richie. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Not! This is my lil sister idea, she asked me to post that stupid picture. haha. I laughed my head off like crasyyyyyyy, i was like ohh my god since when i got that thin body and ohh my... BLONDE? haha. Soooo not me. Baby f u see this pictures please dont hate me, cos me being paris hilton for a day. Haha.

Bah gotta go. i love you Faisal :)

my first post in 18 years of time. HAHA

Hello readers! (if there's any) haha. so yea, this is my first time posting a blog, thanks to the effort of si nurul HAHA! im having a fever tho, been busy this week. i got driving class, pool tournaments, euro 2008 vibe, me having new laptop for free!! haha, got it from the tournament thing that i won. ahh!! i got one story to tell you guys about driving class incident. it was 2pm, and yea its hot shit. there was only 3 guys and 1 girl having the parking class including me. then ada this one guy, he wore this hidious punk outfit and a shade(perasaan cool lah tu) then..

the teacher-"pandai kau drive sudah wang?"
the stupid guy-"pandai ehhh, biasa kali ah ngantar adik ku apa ke sekulah"
the teacher-"bah, kalau catu, tarus ja belajar parking ah, kau pandai udah ah.."
the stupid guy-"ok tu ehh"

maaaaaaaaaacam si labur pandainya! we had to parked the cars 10-15 times. then the guy parked the car, kalok lahh then after 3 times, "EH! ngapa kereta mu the beranti ani?" the teacher shouted at him. "cikgguuu sakiiit, tecramp kakii kuuu.. menakan clutch ah" HAHA.. all of us were laughing then tarus the teacher suruh belajar balik the first lesson. baruu ko tauu.. haha

oh guys, i watch this video in the youtube, about a one hell of a negga fighter. damn he's sooo fucking strong. he can beat anyone in just a second with the powerful punch. yes, a single PUNCH!





here's the single knockout punch!





theres more of his video there, so check up yourself laa.. haha.. kimbo slice's the best!!

im getting a new car and my license dudee.. baby, its you that i aim for haha.. bah adang, i gtg haha.. boobsbye.. i love you eyan.

Ahhh im hungry =S

I'm craving for chocs, ice cream and cookies and hellll yeahh cupcakes. Anyone get me one of those?

Get well soon baby :)

I hope u'll smile when u see this. Thats youu kali ahh "My Super Hot Superman" :)
Now i just chilling with ann and wafie. haha. Im bored wahhh. How i wish u're here with me.
Bahhh u better post somthing or else i delete nii our blog ahh. HAHA. Joking baby.
Bahhh get well soon baby. I LOVE youuuuuuu sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Always have. always will.

Ann: si faissaaal damam ? nyamaan, tu ada superman buatan. si ann melukis tuu =D laptop kan ada dua, satu antar kesini ;D HAHA.

wafie: Hey bro whatsup?HAHA. Jgn lupa bro PRISON BREAK2, mun nada jadii supirman, eh salah superman ni ngmbil cd ke Mata-mata. HAHAHHAHAHA

eyan: hahaha =D

Being all lovey dovey :)

A totally unexplainable feeling that cannot be described in any way possible, but there are 2 things, One, When you feel it while with them it’s the best feeling in the world. Two, when you feel it without them it makes you feel bad and you want them everyday uknow to be with him as many as possible, but you still feel that happy feeling somewhere inside and it confuses you terribly (:

Altho the feeling of love is not describable some of the things that are symptoms I guess, of that feeling are things like :

-A complete trust that your thoughts and feelings and other aspects of your life/self will be safe in the hands of another.
-You can’t do anything without thinking about them.
-Longing to hold them (or be held by them) and be with them. Uknow I always want u, right baby?
-Wanting to be with them every second of the day.
-Without them with you feel empty inside and incomplete.
-The desire to learn (everything about the one you love) and to teach (everything about yourself.)
-Knowing that they will always be there for you no matter what happens.
-Knowing that nothing else matters more than them.
-When you accept the other person entirely and completely. I love everything about u syg (:
-Knowing if you were without them you could not live.
-Love makes you look down on everyone else, because they do not feel what you feel.
-Everything seems better when they are in your life, they make the sun a bit brighter, your heart beat a bit faster and there is a spring in your step too. hehe
-It makes you feel like you are stuck in a dream.
-They make you get butterflies in your stomach when they look at you and they make your pulse race when they touch you.
-They can make time stop dead in its tracks when they kiss you. Woops (:
-Sometimes you just want to break down in tears for no reason at all.
-When they tell you they love you it makes your heart weak and your chest tighten.
-When you think about how they love you (and you can’t believe it) it almost brings a tear to your eye.
-It makes you blind.
-It makes you happier than you have ever been before.

But everyone feels love differently, in his or her own way. This is just what I feel. There is probably other things I cant remember at the moment or other things other people feel.

Ahhhh me being all lovey dovey. Cause I know baby, you love to read this. Fact that I got nothing to do at the mean time sooo yeahh. I love youuu baby. Forever and always.

Always have, always will. =)

Baby you probably at the airport right now sending off grandma. Oh yeahh about ur driving lesson, wahhh okayy parking nyaa soo kambangg. HAHA. Baby get well soon okay? Dont forget to take ur medicine *hugs
I had my shower earlier today cos of i feel like it. haha. Ohh yeahh our blog is tooo simple cos i fucking dont know how to edit here and there i just did posting up pictures and soo that is.

i gotta go now. I love you faisal :)

LOVE

You can only judge love if you have been in it yourself :)

I'M IN LOVEEEEEEE !!!!

Once you love, you cannot take it back, cannot undo it. What you felt may have changed, shifted slightly, yet still remains love.

That is all I have to say. Cheers.

Life :)

quit wasting it. i mean come on! your looking up the definition for life. so lame. go do something! :) HAHA.

see i just wasted like 3 seconds of your life. haha so lame.

i miss myy babyy. He's sleeping right now, i guess.
Well i guess this could be a good start to post. Hmmph.. while waiting for my bum to go online better do something then nothing. Ohh school re-open on the 30th. IM SOOOOO HAPPY!! NOT! Gahh m not ready to go to school. Just not the time :(